February is almost over

So true, so true. Can you even believe that its been a couple weeks already since I wrote but it feels like it has been ages. So time to recap.....
The last time I wrote, I was telling you about an interview I had. Needless to say that I didn't get the job because I did not have enough experience. The funny things is, how can you get experience if nobody will give it to you. This whole process is completly frusterating. I've looked online all the time, even Chris is looking for me. And most jobs are like Experience:3-5 years......ok...I DONT HAVE ANY!!!! Does it even matter that I have a certificate?? I guess not!! So I continue to be stuck down that hole that I hate that seriously isnt helping my health in the least! When Chris told me the news I didn't get the job(because he took the message) I didn't take it to well at all. I got totally discouraged, felt doomed to be at my present job forever and cried on the floor for like an hour...not even caring if my bosses would say anything to me or not!
So, last week I pretty much told the misses that is helping me find work that I'm done with my current job and wondering if she can find me something temporary..for like a month or whatever...just so I can get out of where I am, and get my feet on the ground....AND GET THAT DAMN EXPERIENCE THATS REQUIRED!! I also applied for a different position at the place I am...I know...not really getting myself away from that place in general but it would actually be something I want to do. With better hours too. Its more of an admin job....thats good too!

As you all know, V-day came and went. When I woke that morning I seen my gift on our ledge thing. There was a bear, chocolates, candies, and a card. The best was yet to come. I opened up the card excited to read it, because I always love reading cards Chris gives me, and guess what was inside.? A TICKET TO THE ECMA'S !!!!! How sweet is that? I was so excited.
So this past Sunday Chris and I went to the show and it was awesome. I loved every minute of it. I seen the boys live....and I seen Rexy live!!!!! I was lovin it. Lovin lovin lovin it. As you can plainly see, it was a great V-day gift.

Unfortunatly my high spirits were ruined by having to go to work the next day.

I will keep you posted on my weekend. Gots some things planned!
Keep it real!!!

My key to happiness

Wouldn't you know it? I had my interview there the other day which is actually a staffing agency so they take your name and things and look for work for you. I got a call bright and early this morning for a year position and I have an interview to see if I will get the job tomorrow morning. I am so so so so nervous, but like Chris, I just go in there and be myself and I should be just fine. Im keeping my fingers crossed that the person likes me enough to look up and say "Can you start Monday?" because I will kiss him if he does. Then it is the matter of going in to work and saying "Friday will be my last day." Ohhhhhh.....you would never believe how long I have been wanting to utter those words....how many times I have actually been tempted to....and here I am, just one step closer....it really is my key to happiness. At least then, these possible anxiety attacks will go away, and maybe I will be ten times happier....pay decrease? Yes...but Im honestly ok with that. It isnt by a heck of a lot.......Im going to be happy. Now wish me luck on that.

I'm going to possibly write more tomorrow or the next day describing my weekend and how my interview went, so keep posted!!!