WANTED: SOME MORE CONFIDENCE

Yeh, its true peeps....I dont have much confidence and its clearly evident.....so clearly evident. And, because my confidence is low, especially in this particular situation,I wonder if this is the thing for me. Im starting to really have my doubts, so once again, the search begins.
I start that whole damn process over and its enough to make someone cry. I just hope I soon find what I am looking for before I go silly.
These last few days have been a little on the stressful side. I've lost sleep because Im worrying over things so much. I just need sleep, and I hope that I get it tonight.
Other then that, my days and nights are often filled with the same thing. Go to work, come home, grab a bite to eat, if theres time, go do something, and then watch a little bit of tv before I go to bed.
Oh yeh, I probably forgot to mention that I seen someone I didnt really think I was going to see this past Mondahy, and to tell the truth, someone I was avoiding. I'm not sure if he got the hint for him to leave me alone, but if he didnt, then, I dont know what else I got to do. Thats another thing thats totally frusterating.
Anyway, I will have a recap on Sunday night what happened this coming weekend. Hopefully things will be ok, and the weekend wont be as bad as I thought.
By the way, we arent going camping because I have work. Its also sposed to rain. That really sux.
Im out!
PeAcE