One more time.

SUBTITLED: STILL SCARED AND NERVOUS:

so, I had a blog wrote last night and I realized after I had it published that I wanted to say something else. Funny thing is, it wouldnt work for me so I had to delete it and now since I have a quick minute I am going to try this again.
ANYWAY.
Yes. I am still scared and nervous even thou I have one day of actual work done. I lack the self-confidence which you need when it comes to this kind of job. I am also afraid that I might fool something up. But, Im only human and I make mistakes, so thats the way its going to have to be. Tomorrow is another day of the same thing, followed by three more days of that. I am really looking forward to Friday getting here!
Luckily I have had a great support system telling me that I was going to do ok. Thank you so much guys. Your words of encouragement made things easier.
In the other entry I wrote I talked about my weekend. Since I dont have that much time (because I want to get to bed) I will give you a quick synopsis.
Friday I was in a very unpleasent mood. I wanted to go, but its a good thing I never, mainly for the fact that I was very tired and in bed by 1045. Saturday, C and I lazed around here for a few hours and then went out after we were showered up. Saturday night we went to my sisters house and had some drinks. I didnt have that many to tell you the truth.
And then on Sunday, it was such a beautiful day. I could have actually got a tan if I tried..but I didnt, so oh well.
So now its Monday and I have one day punched, which is actually a little bit of the weight off my shoulders. Hopefully tomorrow will be easier.
I'm Out!!
Peace!!!