So yeh, I dont know what Im going to do with myself because this is just too much. All I know is that I want a good job. And to me right now, things seem so hopeless. The only thing that I can do right now is continue looking and applying to different jobs, especially those close by. Its all I can do!
Besides for the constant thinking about my most recent worry, things arent that bad. This weekend came and went in a blur. Almost too quick if you ask me. I had work yesterday from 11-430 . I was really glad to get home. I lazed around the apartment with Chris and had pizza for supper. I also finished a novel and talked to some friends. Around 730 we left here and went for a drive before we went to the movie, which Chris treated me for.
We got home around 12 or so and I done some online searching for a job until I went to bed.
I guess you could say that I am so unhappy right now that I will continue to check the job databases to see if anything comes up.
Today I woke up realivley early. I was showered and ready by 11:00 and Chris and I just stayed here until about 430. I treated him to supper and it was so delish. Then he treated me to an ice cream.
When we got back here to the apartment, I called my mom and dad. My dog was talking to me in the background (kind of) which made me miss her so much.
So anyway, other then the obvious things are going ok. I have work early tomorrow, which is good because then I can get the work over with. Im going to try to have the confidence that I need and hopefully I will have a good week.
Well, I must go because I dont know what else to write. Will keep posting thou to let you know if anything cool comes up!
PEACE!
1 comment:
Hey Jilly
sorry to hear you are feeling unhappy. Making big changes as you have done in the past few months is always stressful and being in a job you don't enjoy is never very fun. I will keep cheering for you all the way in hopes something better will come along soon.
Lots of Love!
Tiff
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