owwww...my head!

I have a massive headache and I cant seem to get rid of it. I had it last night...guess Im stressin about stuff again....that usually happens anyway when I have a lot on my mind!
For starters I am not in a great mood for a reason I just dont want to get into...sorry people. Thats just the way I am feeling right now.
And..I dont know...maybe I should just live with the fact that its going to be a few weeks before I see him again, but I find that impossible. I could be doing ok for awhile (you know, when Im doing something) but then wham! I get here and I start thinking about it and it just hurts so much inside.
Yesterday was a dull dull dull day! I was talking to Corey for a while which was good. I enjoy talking to you Corey. You too Tiff. I am hoping that you will come out some weekend soon to at least save some of my sanity because I AM going crazy here. If its not one thing its another.
I plan on going to see you guys hopefully the first weekend in November if things go my way!
(which rite now I doubt that they will)
I have so much on my plate..and its really only little problems but the little problems add up and become one massive headache.....I wish this headache would go away.
And somewhere between now and Christmas I have the break the news on what I plan on doing when I move. Not looking forward to that! If only I had some great guy to help me get through it, it would be alright!
I was up pretty late last night and early again this morning. So, Im already drained and I havnt even started working yet. Holy shit..I hate my job so much right now. Im not even sure how much more of it I can take but I do know that Im close to the edge of just saying "Screw this garbage." Yeh. Its THAT bad!
I know I sound really contrary, and I wish that there was something I could do to cheer myself up, but I dont know. All the bad news I got last night and the day before is really taking a toll on me and I am hoping and praying that I get some better news within the next couple of days because I cant handle any more bad news! I really really cant!
Anywho, I should go and get ready for work...gotta walk and all that jazz (yay)....that means more time to think and I honestly dont want to be at it.
Peace!